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I'm going to change the world for the better or die trying.
-Nicholas P. Wilde

about being and addict
i wish i didn't need a drug to feel "happy"
and it's not just the sickness within me

but when looking through intelligent eyes,
life reveals her ugly side

caught between chopping up pills
and blurry drunken thrills

it's my party and i'll cry if i want to
cry if i want to

get so fucking sick of drugs and what they do
that when i see a pill i want to puke

then the next day; at it again
vodka binge